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Quebec! [Jun. 20th, 2005|02:43 pm]
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Heyy, it's me again I bet you all missed me right? yeah I know I went to Quebec, for a week with my class. It was amazing, so the first day we took 10 hour's getting there and it was raining so we went for dinner at the "Flash Cafe" in Montreal quite good food then we were supposed to do a walking tour of old Quebec but like I said it was rainging so we drove to the "Laurier Place Mall" and apparently all mall's in Quebec close at 6:00 so we took a scenic tour back to our hotel "The Ambassadeur Inn" pretty nice I was with Meghan, Shannon and I in a room sweet eh! So I took a shower, ran up and down the hall's much fun then we tried to sleep but people kept stomping and stuff and then outside our window we're really sexy guys! so we talked to them and then at about 10:00 people we're coming in the hotel and I opened our door to see who they were, nice people you know. So the next day we had breakfast and then we went sight seeing in Lower Quebec and then shopping!! much fun I got a halter top from "Simons" and a necklace (thats pink!) from a tourist shop and i went in this special boutique and a got a gorgeous neclace for my mom and some suckers for Matt lol, I did'nt get my Daddy anything and I dont rember what we did after that and then we went to the sugar shack for dinner and we had a little dance, thesse girl's from White Oaks called us sluts (Laughs) and then the next day I forget everything but the dance and staying up all night with Shannon and Alicia getting locked in our room and talking with Connor on the phone (Smiles) and the next day we went home and it took 14 and a half hours because our bus broke down and this truck stop called ingleside center and then we got stuck in traffic in Ajax! but we finally got home I was soo happy! lol and that was our trip to Quebec *I left out a lot of jokes..and stuff we did you know my hand was getting tired*
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(no subject) [Jun. 8th, 2005|03:01 pm]
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[Current Mood |gratefulgrateful]

so what im back =) lol i just had to say something that has been bothering me all day

i wanna thank my family for being there for me and today in class we were taking about abuse and i realized i was just about the only kid who doesnt hate there parents or brother...andi realiezed how lucky i am to have such an amazing family who cares for me and would never do anything to hurt me in any way thank you God for blessing me with amazing people to fill my life and im starting to cry now because all my friends have problems and mine are so minor just little things compared to theres im so truly happy i should'nt ever evan think of crying, and i wanna say please God keep my family safe there my life. =)
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=) [Jun. 8th, 2005|02:49 pm]
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okay hugeeee update

well, firstly treasure island was a amazing play! everyone did a great job thanks guys your all wonderful its cool cause now me and mr.barker are tight hes my fav teacher! anyways i miss luc :'( every since shannon broke up with him he's never around and that makes me saddend lol =) but what can ya do things change but i still have my family moving on 5 days till quebec 19 days till graduation shit eh! i have my dress and shoes =) im soooo excited and for quebec to i cant wait no one is that excited and im confused why its soo awsome to go to quebec!!!! i still have to shop for some stuff though (y) but shopping is my besst friend affter becky boop and stefy soup hahaha boop and soup thats hilarous...well not really but yesaahhh well im outie im tired of writing =) byee xoxooxoxox
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song lyrics =) [Jun. 8th, 2005|02:37 pm]
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Take a minute girl
Come sit down and tell us what's been happenin'
In your face I can see the pain
Don't try to convince us that you're happy, yeah
We've seen this all before but
He's taking advantage of your passion
Because we've come to far for you to feel alone
You don't let him walk over your heart, I'm tellin' you

Girl
I can tell that you've been crying
And you're needing someone to talk to
Girl
I can tell he's been lying
And pretending that he's faithful and he loves you
Girl
You don't have to be hiding
Don't you be ashamed to say he hurt you
I'm your girl, you're my girl, we're your girls
Want you to know that we love you

See what y'all don't know about him
Is I can't let him go cause he needs me
It ain't really him, it's stress from his job
And I ain't making it easy

I know you see him bugging on me sometimes
But he be tired, he don't mean it
It gets hard sometimes
But I need my man
I don't think y'all understand, I'm telling you

Girl
I can tell that you've been crying
And you're needing someone to talk to
Girl
I can tell he's been lying
And pretending that he's faithful and he loves you
Girl
You don't have to be hiding
Don't you be ashamed to say he hurt you
I'm your girl, you're my girl, we're your girls
Want you to know that we love you

Girl
I can tell that you've been crying
And you're needing someone to talk to
Girl
I can tell he's been lying
And pretending that he's faithful and he loves you
Girl
You don't have to be hiding
Don't you be ashamed to say he hurt you
I'm your girl, you're my girl, we're your girls
Want you to know that we love you

Girl, take a good look at yourself
He got you going through hell
We ain't never seen you down like this
What d'you mean, you don't need us to help
We known each other too well

Girl
I can tell that you've been crying
And you're needing someone to talk to
Girl
I can tell he's been lying
And pretending that he's faithful and he loves you
Girl
You don't have to be hiding
Don't you be ashamed to say he hurt you
I'm your girl, you're my girl, we're your girls
Want you to know that we love you

Girl
I can tell that you've been crying
And you're needing someone to talk to
Girl
I can tell he's been lying
And pretending that he's faithful and he loves you
Girl
You don't have to be hiding
Don't you be ashamed to say he hurt you
I'm your girl, you're my girl, we're your girls
Want you to know that we love you



Another turning point a fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist directs you where to go
So make the best of this test and don't ask why
It's not a question but a lesson learned in time

It's something unpredictable
But in the end is right
I hope you had the time of your life

So take the photographs and still frames in your mind
Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial
For what it's worth it was worth all the while

It's something unpredictable
But in the end is right
I hope you had the time of your life

It's something unpredictable
But in the end is right
I hope you had the time of your life

It's something unpredictable
But in the end is right
I hope you had the time of your life

Grew up in a small town
And when the snow would fall down
I’d just stare out my window
Dreamin’ of what could be
And if I’d end up happy
I would pray

Trying hard to reach out
But when I tried to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I prayed I could break away

I’ll spread my wings
And I’ll learn how to fly
I’ll do what it takes
Till I touch the sky
And I’ll make a wish, take a chance, make a change
And break away

Out of the darkness
And into the sun
But I won’t forget all the ones that I love
I’ll take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And break away

Want to feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get on board a fast train
Travel on a jet plane
Far away and break away

Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging round revolving doors
Maybe I don’t know where they’ll take me but
Gotta keep movin’ on movin’ on
Fly away break away

I’ll spread my wings
And I’ll learn how to fly
Though it’s not easy
To tell you goodbye
I gotta take a risk, take a chance make a change
And break away

Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won’t forget the place I come from
I gotta take a risk, take a chance make a change
And break away
Breakaway
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(no subject) [May. 31st, 2005|12:34 pm]
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"One More Sad Song"

One boy, one girl, two hearts, their world
Time goes by, secrets rise
One more, sad song, tears shed, she's gone
She'd take it back, if she only could

All the perfect words they seem so wrong,
She's gone
You wish that you could learn to see,
The door is closed and yo wish you could be

Alone with you, alone with me
What can I do, I can not breath
My heart is torn, for all to see
Alone with you, alone with me.

Best friend, worst thing, she's been, cheating
Friend deceives, she leaves
Last date. she cries, whispers, goodbye
She walks once more, out that door

Please stay, don't go away
The hardest thing is letting go of you
Stay, don't go away
The hardest thing is letting go of you
what can I do?

Alone with you, alone with me, what can I do
I can not see, alone with, alone with...






damn it :( why do i have to be so naive as if curtis actully liked me, of course he had to ask shannon to grad right in front of me...why do i ahve to be so hurt so easily...I cant belive shannon just said i'll think about it..WHAT THE HELL SHANNON?! im right there and you say to the guy i love that you'll think about it? why noit just say no..wtf? you hate him!! or so you say, when you say oh curtis is a fag...but he's not!!! :'( if you say yes i dunno what i'll do...:'( :'(
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random stuff about me [May. 13th, 2005|04:01 pm]
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im the biggest romantic you'll ever meet im in love with love. <33
i absolutly hate horror movie's im so scared of them
i love cartoon's movie's like magagascar i love them!!
i im honestly very sensitive i take everything to heart
i love my friends and family more than anything in this world
i love smarties and m&m's there my favorite candies
you know im around when you hear random saying's like..they have spotted us quick! flamingo!!
or you did'nt see anything... and lastly omg my bubbles! haha you must think im a nerd
i love smiling
i hate when people diss my friends or family
i can cry on demand..sometimes =) lol
i love swimming with a passion i honestly think i was fish in before
i love to lie under water and watch everything.
im not afraid of drowning
well actully my favorite place is the water, i love everything that has to do with water.
i hate my hair because it never holds style
im afraid to dye my hair permently
i hate grungy clothes im very preppy haha im in love with bright colours!!
orange yellow bright green and pink are my loves!
i love photography with a passion
i hate being alone its horrible
i get sad if im left out
im scared of high school
i have never drank alchool or smoked in my life.
my friends call me goody two shoes
i like hugs =)


hehe thats mee and one more update

shannon and camille i think im letting go of them finally there just..they have moved on from me because they have boyfriends and shannon just doesnt treat me the same, like today she slapped me on the bus and it pissed me off so much:heres what happend nolan was getting out of the back seat and luc was saving it for shannon so as a joke i dove into the seat and would'nt move stevie was like "ooh erin shannon is gonna beat on you" and luc is like trying to throw me out so i said to stevie "yeah i'd fight her and i would win" so brandon said "you lay a hand on shannon i'd deck you" and then i laughed and shannon was like "erin get out of the f*cking seat!" then she slapped me so then me being like that i pushed luc out of my way and sat with emily now i was listing to music and then...someone is like yaniking my hair out! im just pissed now so i sit by myself about ready to deck someone but yeah im pissed. i dont think i wanna be friends with someone like that, but i have new friends meghan and miaa!!! there awsome and much nicer and they would never slap me. soo yupp! im outtie byee xoxoxo
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amazing me! [May. 5th, 2005|05:50 pm]
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just kidding but yes im amazingly happy im just happy with life =) yeye lol anyways play is in like HOLY CRAP! its like 5 more practices hehe oh burrrn
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:'( [May. 1st, 2005|03:58 pm]
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im hurting so much just two of my friends camille and shannon fft they dont care about me just cause they hurt themselves they think so superior to me like they think i dont feel pain..no offence to anyone who cuts just..everyone feels pain i cry and i draw to let my pain out i dont cut pfft why am i friends with pple that dont care
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.. [Apr. 26th, 2005|03:07 pm]
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[Current Mood |lonelylonely]

-good luck on battle of the nerds stef ;)
-cottage next weekend!
-i hate jess and chels fugly sklunts

alrighty chelsea is fugly skunt! if you dont know what sklunt is silent s lmao skank/cunt/slut yaay sklunt! lmao aww curtis is my silly wittle boy fo life!! hes so funny and dumb like me :p our convo today

erin-> tell me who you likeee please?! lol
curtis-> no!
erin-> c'mon tell now
curti-> i dont like anyone im going goth.
erin-> LMAO my silly boy jus cause your goth doesnt mean
you cant have a girlfriend..lol
curtis->oh whatever...lmao

haha hes so stupied just like me..=)
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(no subject) [Apr. 7th, 2005|07:01 pm]
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[Current Mood |flirtyhaha lindsey j's fav mood]
[Current Music |pretty in pink]

h'okay well today i did..nothing lol it was soo boring i talked to elysia :D muahaha i kno your all jelous ;) anyways...other than that today was v// boring wish there was play practice (n) anyways im watching pretty in pink :D oh yeah actully I hate lindsey j shes a bitch she took my best friend away..grrr she acts like such a whore always flirting and bah me and lisa can't stand her..lol but really..i wish i could figure out why camille hangs out w/ her honestly..oh well.i guess thats life eh..bah life really sucks sometimes :( haha but i live for play practice :p i joke i joke but pkay is fun eric n me play fight and haha so cute :D byee y'all
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